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| 2 exams left... im ALMOST done. *phew*
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| so, things seem to be getting better... the other day my family jumped on me for spending to much time with austin, and "putting him above everyone else" ... i see their point and i guess spending a little more time at home wouldnt kill me. but i do want to spend as much time with him as i can before iraq. its scary, and they dont seem to understand. mom dated a soldier once. . . but that was during peace time. different? yes.
anyway, school is almost over for the summer *rejoice* and i have a meeting with my adviser in Milwaukee on tuesday *rejoice again!!*. its exciting! new school, new place, new people, new things, and not to mention classes i actually want to take.
anyway, i should get off my computer and actually study. haha. . . im the worst procrastinator ever.
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| Lately Ive been feeling kind of sad. for no good reason. I don't particularly know why and I wish I could put my finger on it. but, nothing. I'm in a good mood and I feel happy, but then I get that lump in my throat of that heavy feeling in my chest and I can't seem to shake it. . . its so weird. . . Ive even been getting into some stupid little arguments with my mom, Aarika, and even Austin. I hate it when i can't even seem to get along with a few of the people that mean the most to me. speaking of Austin- Ive been spending a lot of time with him. I see him every day, and when if I don't see him every day it feels really weird. I'm starting to get a little nervous for what it will be like when he goes to Iraq, when I wont see him for a year and a half. thats a long time.
on the good news front: I finally got accepted into UW-M and will be there in the fall. . . however, I didn't finish my housing request in time and so I didn't make it into a dorm. so I will be living at home, unless I can find someone I trust/like to live with... Cuz I don't want to live in Milwaukee a lone or with someone I can't stand.
Last night I got to go out with one of my friends from youth group that I haven seen in ages. Haley, she is awesome but I don't get to see her nearly enough. I think its safe to say she is the busiest high school senior Ive ever met. anyway, we went to Applebee's and our weighter flirted with her relentlessly. haha. despite that we had a good time.
This past weekend was so much fun! Friday I went to Milwaukee with Austin and a few friends to Eighty-D's final concert. Don't ask me how Austin remembered that I liked Eighty-D or how he got tickets to see them... but he did. It was very sweet. Then Saturday we went to Illinois to Willow Creek again, for their Easter service which rocked... we went with his sister and her boy. I used to be a little intimidated by her but now I think were kind of growing on each other. Then, Easter Sunday after church and my family's easter egg hunt Austin came over for our Easter cookout, then we went to his house and had an Easter egg hunt with his family and ate supper with his family.... Then, as if we hadent done enough for one weekend... haha. we went to a movie, also very fun. :)
well, I am at work... so maybe I should work... or maybe, I will work on my English homework.
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| "I love u, u love me we the best that there can be, w/ a great big hug and a kiss from me to u! We're gonna get married and u know it too" yea.... Austin said that to me today. I was in a crabby mood and he was trying to cheer me up... awwe. :) | | |
| stupid snow!!! just when i thought it was almost spring! it was fifty degrees outside the other day, sunny, and warm. not to mention the snow was finally starting to melt. tonight there calling for a foot or so. in the hour and a half that i was at Sarah;s house tonight there was a few inches on my car when i got outside. i had to drive twenty mph the whole way home because it was so slick. took me nearly twenty minutes when it usually takes me about five or ten minutes. uggh. BOOO, No More Stinkin SNOW!! | | |
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